I don’t get why I must wear rocking horses even if I know I am going to get drunk, drunk walking in them is no easy task. (The stains on the other shoe are from the last time I was dicking around drunk while wearing them and facepavemented. :P) And yeah, my hair is looking like crap. Working on it.

On a semi-hiatus from Megaten, been playing too much of it already. If anyone has a cool casual-ish MMO to suggest for me to play while I get my Megaten motivation back, please do. And no WoW clones, goddamnit. Spellborn is pretty cool but it’s also empty, I played for a few hours and only saw three other players near the starting area. I still play S4 but I can’t stand it for longer periods of time. So yeah. Tried EVE, FEZ, Allods, Aika and NeoSteam already and they were all pretty lame. EVE wasn’t lame but just wasn’t for me. Waiting for FFXIV and WoD Online. :D

I have an entrance exam coming up next week and hopefully a job interview at some point. Got a sewing project to do as well, and cleaning my room is starting to be a #1 priority. I’m kind of liking just idling around but I think it’s gonna get really fucking boring in a few weeks if I can’t find a summer job. :F I also can’t afford to go through with my cosplay plans for this summer, so I’ll just have to do something lamer instead if I end up doing anything. Fail.

Have an outfit shot.

I haven’t been bothering to take outfit shots either since they’ve been lazy and boring for the most part, and I still haven’t gotten the frillz out of my closet because I can’t seem to find anywhere to wear them. And wearing them for the hell of it takes too much effort.

I went to the Graveyard party on the 1st of this month, and while the rest of the performances weren’t very good, Hanzel und Gretyl was FUKKEN ÜBER.

Bad cell phone photos because I don’t drag my cameras to events where I know I am gonna be rather drunk. This was one event where I didn’t wear lazy stuff to, but alas, I was too intoxicated to realise I should have taken a picture. It was just h.Naoto and a pair of lederhosen though so nothing that special, hahah.

I was supposed to finish an art piece for school for today but I didn’t get it done in time (I got it halfway done though, which annoys me) so I am just kind of slacking off at the moment. I was supposed to work on it this last Sunday, but I felt so horrible that I didn’t get much done that day. I was on a Tallinn cruise on Saturday and somehow managed to faint on the ship, which aside from being embarrassing as hell and kind of WTF because I have never fainted before, rendered my head feeling kind of weird for Sunday too. Fail. Now I am scared it will happen again, oh well… kind of a wake up call for me, my mindset about eating and sleeping is mostly “lol do I have to?” and I guess that after three or so days of not eating/sleeping well it’s no wonder a person will just pass out for the heck of it. :P

What else what else. Not much I guess. Oh wait no, there was something. I want to have a drunk!loli meetup, but iirc you can’t advertise meets on Terrible if alcohols are involved. Someone brainstorm this with me please. I want beer with my frillz, not cake.

Have a generic camwhore photo to make up for the fact I haven’t manage to update this in two weeks again, hahah. Somehow I always manage…

Truthfully told I have been pretty busy with the advance tasks for school applications lately (or more so procrastinating with said advance tasks). Today I dropped them off so basically I am free to… procrastinate more from now on. They did make me a bit stressed so I am glad they are over with, however there are other things making me stressed as hell right now, such as the fact that I am completely and utterly broke. And by this I mean that I have about 4€ in total in my possession (in coins + two bank accounts) and had to loan 20€ from my flatmate today, so basically I am at -16€ as of now. Not all that cool. On times like these I miss having a job and being able to spend hundreds of euros on clothes monthly, no matter how shitty the job itself was. Oh well oh well!

What else have I been doing? I can’t even recall. I went to Mindcore a while back but unfortunately I was sick and couldn’t stomp for more than ten minutes in a row without feeling like dying. Could have been a good party otherwise, hahah. Something good came out of it though, because someone had scattered flyers for the next Graveyard party around and I learned that Hanzel und Gretyl will be there. And no, I had not known prior to that because every time I heard someone mention the event they had just been all “Durr Diary of dreams hurr”. I am so going, I have wanted to see that band for years now and I’ve heard they’re pretty epic live! If I get sick again I am gonna do something drastic, I always seem to get sick when there’s an event I am supposed to go to. You should have seen my 16-year-old jrawk fantard self QQ when I got a major fever when Dir en grey had their first club gig in Finland… Hahah.

Last weekend I went to see the M.C. Escher exhibition at Amos Anderson Art Museum with my girlfriend and it was awesome. I am bad (and frankly, too lazy to) at doing reviews of any kind, but I’m just gonna say that I enjoyed seeing all those works live and felt dumb when I realised that so many things I hadn’t known were by him were, in fact, by him, hahah. Highly recommended even though it was kind of a small exhibition, do yourself a favor and go see yourself some truly unique art if you’re around Helsinki.

Over and out for now since my gaming senses are tingling. In related news I picked up FFXIII again (I bought it on its release day and played it for ten hours before I decided I was disappointed at it) and it’s actually getting a lot better, I am glad I found the will to fight through the boring as hell first 15 hours. In chapter 9 right now, it’s supposedly getting a lot better at chapter 11 which isn’t more than a few hours away. I am still kind of disappointed at it, but it’s not even nearly as disappointing as I initially thought. That was one hell of a slow start for a game though. Anyway, gonna log onto Megaten now, been neglecting it for a few days now. See you hopefully before another two weeks have passed!

I wouldn’t even have touched it today either hadn’t it been for school, in photojournalism class we had an assignment called “An hour” and had to come up with an idea and a method for a series. Mine was to go and dick around at a metro station for an hour and take photos of the clock at 15 minute intervals, which I did but won’t post here because there were too many photos, just documenting what happens there during that time. No one ever spends an hour at a metro station, everyone just passes by it while they’re on their way somewhere, it was kind of interesting to just stick around there for so long, hahah,

Anyway a few select photos from the huge batch I shot:

Something’s definitely up with the server today, uploading & inserting those into the post took way longer than it should have. Oh well. In an appropriately geeky way to end this entry and to make up for the lack of IRL outfit shots, my Megaten character is finally starting to look like it’s mine:

You don’t get much frillygawther than that ingame without creating a female character, hahah.